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commiserenergy
02:58
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hell is not a place
04:23
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less than three
06:57
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717 877
03:25
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cycling through for you
02:47
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stream 21
07:38
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[stream 21]
none
never
ever
forever
bulge
reprieve
beg
purge
binge
wait
wonder
wander
flesh
suit
skin
flesh
burn
feel
flesh
wait
hope
pray
worthless
seed
learn
yearn
long
wait
desire
fruit
moon
love
hope
worthless
skin
soul
intangible
load
loathe
love
hope
worthless
dredge
dregs
feel
sympathy
empathy
telempathy
tune
in
in
tune
commiserate
communicate
misery
wishlist
wonder
wander
coffee
pain
existence
the same
worthless
while
existence
nihil
forever
lapse
reconstruction
gasp
wishless
wantless
woe bearing
forever
sharing
without
will
once and
filled
internal
empty
not
un
all parts
fishing
true
seething
through
impatience
gasp
timing
lapse
feeling
finding
finite
infinite
gander
at
gasp
shock
horror
waiting
terror
wishing
never
only
forever
cast off doubt
restricted shroud
film of then
cast of 1000's
reinacting
when
whenever
the what if
and forever
now knowing
what if?
what then?
what next?
what WILL
just
BE
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words make for squealing
a sound so sharp to pierce
even the flesh beneath your fucking epidermis
and seeing helpless beggars
desperate for your help
brings a tear here
a helpless sigh of action there
won't you tell me something understood
wont' you fill me with something misunderstood again
i crave for
your longing touch to set me free
and in a moment wistful wander loving breeze
and won't you in words or written text admit
the lines on your face that are freely seen
with each moment
your tears tear away from bone
magical something
unseen by most
reveled in by one
forgotten destiny
by death's only living son
and the daughter
you're the daughter spoken of
you're the saviour of unbound hopes
and lies to come
travel safely
travel into the earth's very core
i still see you
burning and silently screaming for more
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before i let you go
i am so glad
so thankful and in awe of you baby
as i always will be
scarred and broken down bloody
someone to redefine pain
and redefine love
borrow and steal
bind and bite
i've tried before
and i'll try until i die
you take it as you want
baby you need to know
and you ought to by now
before i let you go
i have to thank you for so much
and thank you again for letting me let you know
baby i'll hold you until you die
and even after when we are dust
and return as cats
know what i mean, sooner or later
baby i have to thank you
before i walk away
i have to let you know
.....but i already did
and lifetimes pass and all is not shown or said
baby i love you and always will
here or there it's the same
control is a prison and we all need release
TO RELEASE
and it's okay
babe, it's gonna be okay
maybe if we both stopped fighting so hard
we'd win
babydoll be strong
you always have been
even in your weakness
baby you rise you're a superstar
a god amidst the rest of the wrecked
you too you know you are it's alright
step up you can't help it
step beyond you must
it is you
and you know it deep inside
and i'm a survivor
it's what we do
maybe we're not tired enough yet
one day exhausting surrenders to itself
immobile and breathtaking
no drug will let this be forgotten
speak
speak
but please don't use your mouth
your sweet mouth
is not a lie
ever
always and never
cascading over the rocks
breathtaking again...this beauty blinding
and lifting from us speech
a piece of the puzzle set on fire
pay attention to the date
a suggestion not a command
for never could i
and you could but won't
don't let it drip too much
don't let it bleed you dry
don't let it kill you this way
you're holding the blade
as it stands above you
the sounds of guitars swirl above you
and static and feedback paint you lovely
never is never too late
before i walk away
you walk away from me
and it is all gonna be okay
babe don't notice the stains
they prevail
see the rain washing over us
a crystal flood
nothing but this
you cry i cry
for different reasons
but no tears like those from beauty
amazement and craziness
throw down your arms
it's not defeat
it's okay to let go
you and i both
listen and heed
flow and release
you push i pull
forgone forlorn belongings
thrown into the fire
ever sensed, a caress
flesh is only flesh
the sweet smell of your flesh
the sweet taste of your flesh
awash again in crystal
lifetimes spent running away
and it's okay to be here
even the next time
when you remind yourself of where you are
it's okay to be where you are
honestly
torn apart is okay
cyst inside just under flesh
it's okay epidermis mistress
dying fresh
it's okay
there are arms cradling you in sweetness
disarmed loving and it's okay
stop squirming and enjoy
the rest of the world is where you spend your days alone
a million times over
stop squirming and enjoy mothers arms
so full of love
live through this and bleed into the god of home
you DO have one
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cycles of abuse
06:45
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trans
03:30
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all i ever wanted all i'd ever need counted midst something in each drop i bleed tell me holy sacred drench me fully is this natural is this rain or tears with your stench i pave my path without withholding without your ever presence without unshackled bliss each and every thing i want and need provided in plenty each and every night the truth has scortched my eyes scarred by the unseen forever unknown forever knowing without and within forever no one fucks with us forever impenetrable fortress never calculate damage regardless victory and fucking them get away stay away fuck you and be at peace let it ALL go 18 chances later we realize that freedom was always here in this vast breath of restraint loving you in naked dreams forever and always i bite my tongue but one day to burst a severance and then you'll know as much as we always knew forgetting truth we always wanted to see but there was crust a scab over all damages and wounds healing victims victorious and we always fell down before the feet of change knowing it had no power over us
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commiserenergy part II
04:34
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eager for the morning
02:57
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this is not some fucking poem this is me talking to you this is me singing from far away
singing presence over
you ghostly veil inbetween your curled form and my arched back
that strange feeling is my hand i'll see you when i see you
never in my life have i been so eager for the morning watching a winter kiss pull away masses of spider webs a blood red thread pulled through gigantic blues bigger is sometimes worse
eager for the morning and the frost on the ground
the light of the day and the waking is this a nightmare or blissful dream? is life defined herein?
laid down to rest so sweetly so softly angelic presence overwhelmed
a tapestry of black becoming shroud don't misunderstand this please i'll take you on and far away
a blueish oil marches away coating and soiling but ever cleansing and sweeping everyone and all of this away it's not like i could ever ever be done listening and talking with you
like the miracle of birth like the moment when binding chains break
listen, i'm listening to you
sun and moon so far away
in such constant pull
like good and evil in a frozen moment
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withering futility
01:55
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15. withering futility
i know i can't win you
you're nothing to be won
i know i can't outdo anyone
i'll never compare
i won't be more handsome
more charming
i wish sometimes though that i could be
more witty
more enchanting
i know i have nothing up on them
withering futility
no...think about THAT
withering futility
alive in lies
i'd never best anyone
i'm not here to impress
but it isn't like i could
no fancy faces
no wonderful roses
no outlandish gesture could blow you away
or let you know
the profoundly powerful truth of it all
honey, girl, you know i know
honey girl you have to know i tried
honey girl you have to know i tried and i looked beyond all the lies
honey girl you have to know i looked beyond all lies
babydoll this one last time i'm on my knees
and i am king
i am king
surely i wish that it was good enough for you
unanswered questions
we both sit around saying 'time will tell'
time is a prick
look see how time
look how
look how
look how it seems
look, see how it seems to the tomorrow
look how it seems look
look, see how it seems in the tomorrow
truly enthralled
loving you in a thousand tiny ways
every single moment
check the twitching muscles
check the twitching muscles
they won't lie
even if our lips continue
(remove)
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16. kill me deeply like you loved me
steady hands are only lonely
when the fish proceed to fly
drop it on the floor
with your makeup
kill me deeply like you loved me
hold me dear one last time
feel my heart bleed itself dry
in your hands
completely in your hands
...are my hands.
pick it up and clench it in (your) fist
first times only last 3 years
drop your coat in there
lay down your flesh right here
i am wondering where this train left the tracks
i am wondering where we fell down
when did it start to rain?
when did my will go limp?
when will this all be over?
too soon isn't soon enough for the gimp
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n'everose
02:50
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17. n'everose
can you remember? i sure can't... of course they're there anyway (repeat)
it hurts
... and it hurts and new days into the next a grudge, a crutch, a drug i won't indulge but it wasn't right, i know it hurt you so much
can you remember?
i sure can of course they're not there right now and it hurts and
new days into the next protection,safety,guarded ...what a good idea but the moon is still right, and the stars scarred as they burned through flesh can you remember? i sure can but not when we start?
is six o'clock too late?
who writes 11 o'clock?
what else is on the list?
just look to the wall i guess... and it's still shining at me like a hand on the shoulder like no touch at all... and there we are left in wonder....
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abysmal gambit
03:28
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