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Commiserenergy (lyrics included​)​[​2006]

by Lackthrow

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[stream 21] none never ever forever bulge reprieve beg purge binge wait wonder wander flesh suit skin flesh burn feel flesh wait hope pray worthless seed learn yearn long wait desire fruit moon love hope worthless skin soul intangible load loathe love hope worthless dredge dregs feel sympathy empathy telempathy tune in in tune commiserate communicate misery wishlist wonder wander coffee pain existence the same worthless while existence nihil forever lapse reconstruction gasp wishless wantless woe bearing forever sharing without will once and filled internal empty not un all parts fishing true seething through impatience gasp timing lapse feeling finding finite infinite gander at gasp shock horror waiting terror wishing never only forever cast off doubt restricted shroud film of then cast of 1000's reinacting when whenever the what if and forever now knowing what if? what then? what next? what WILL just BE
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words make for squealing a sound so sharp to pierce even the flesh beneath your fucking epidermis and seeing helpless beggars desperate for your help brings a tear here a helpless sigh of action there won't you tell me something understood wont' you fill me with something misunderstood again i crave for your longing touch to set me free and in a moment wistful wander loving breeze and won't you in words or written text admit the lines on your face that are freely seen with each moment your tears tear away from bone magical something unseen by most reveled in by one forgotten destiny by death's only living son and the daughter you're the daughter spoken of you're the saviour of unbound hopes and lies to come travel safely travel into the earth's very core i still see you burning and silently screaming for more
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before i let you go i am so glad so thankful and in awe of you baby as i always will be scarred and broken down bloody someone to redefine pain and redefine love borrow and steal bind and bite i've tried before and i'll try until i die you take it as you want baby you need to know and you ought to by now before i let you go i have to thank you for so much and thank you again for letting me let you know baby i'll hold you until you die and even after when we are dust and return as cats know what i mean, sooner or later baby i have to thank you before i walk away i have to let you know .....but i already did and lifetimes pass and all is not shown or said baby i love you and always will here or there it's the same control is a prison and we all need release TO RELEASE and it's okay babe, it's gonna be okay maybe if we both stopped fighting so hard we'd win babydoll be strong you always have been even in your weakness baby you rise you're a superstar a god amidst the rest of the wrecked you too you know you are it's alright step up you can't help it step beyond you must it is you and you know it deep inside and i'm a survivor it's what we do maybe we're not tired enough yet one day exhausting surrenders to itself immobile and breathtaking no drug will let this be forgotten speak speak but please don't use your mouth your sweet mouth is not a lie ever always and never cascading over the rocks breathtaking again...this beauty blinding and lifting from us speech a piece of the puzzle set on fire pay attention to the date a suggestion not a command for never could i and you could but won't don't let it drip too much don't let it bleed you dry don't let it kill you this way you're holding the blade as it stands above you the sounds of guitars swirl above you and static and feedback paint you lovely never is never too late before i walk away you walk away from me and it is all gonna be okay babe don't notice the stains they prevail see the rain washing over us a crystal flood nothing but this you cry i cry for different reasons but no tears like those from beauty amazement and craziness throw down your arms it's not defeat it's okay to let go you and i both listen and heed flow and release you push i pull forgone forlorn belongings thrown into the fire ever sensed, a caress flesh is only flesh the sweet smell of your flesh the sweet taste of your flesh awash again in crystal lifetimes spent running away and it's okay to be here even the next time when you remind yourself of where you are it's okay to be where you are honestly torn apart is okay cyst inside just under flesh it's okay epidermis mistress dying fresh it's okay there are arms cradling you in sweetness disarmed loving and it's okay stop squirming and enjoy the rest of the world is where you spend your days alone a million times over stop squirming and enjoy mothers arms so full of love live through this and bleed into the god of home you DO have one
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all i ever wanted all i'd ever need counted midst something in each drop i bleed tell me holy sacred drench me fully is this natural is this rain or tears with your stench i pave my path without withholding without your ever presence without unshackled bliss each and every thing i want and need provided in plenty each and every night the truth has scortched my eyes scarred by the unseen forever unknown forever knowing without and within forever no one fucks with us forever impenetrable fortress never calculate damage regardless victory and fucking them get away stay away fuck you and be at peace let it ALL go 18 chances later we realize that freedom was always here in this vast breath of restraint loving you in naked dreams forever and always i bite my tongue but one day to burst a severance and then you'll know as much as we always knew forgetting truth we always wanted to see but there was crust a scab over all damages and wounds healing victims victorious and we always fell down before the feet of change knowing it had no power over us
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this is not some fucking poem this is me talking to you this is me singing from far away singing presence over you ghostly veil inbetween your curled form and my arched back that strange feeling is my hand i'll see you when i see you never in my life have i been so eager for the morning watching a winter kiss pull away masses of spider webs a blood red thread pulled through gigantic blues bigger is sometimes worse eager for the morning and the frost on the ground the light of the day and the waking is this a nightmare or blissful dream? is life defined herein? laid down to rest so sweetly so softly angelic presence overwhelmed a tapestry of black becoming shroud don't misunderstand this please i'll take you on and far away a blueish oil marches away coating and soiling but ever cleansing and sweeping everyone and all of this away it's not like i could ever ever be done listening and talking with you like the miracle of birth like the moment when binding chains break listen, i'm listening to you sun and moon so far away in such constant pull like good and evil in a frozen moment
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15. withering futility i know i can't win you you're nothing to be won i know i can't outdo anyone i'll never compare i won't be more handsome more charming i wish sometimes though that i could be more witty more enchanting i know i have nothing up on them withering futility no...think about THAT withering futility alive in lies i'd never best anyone i'm not here to impress but it isn't like i could no fancy faces no wonderful roses no outlandish gesture could blow you away or let you know the profoundly powerful truth of it all honey, girl, you know i know honey girl you have to know i tried honey girl you have to know i tried and i looked beyond all the lies honey girl you have to know i looked beyond all lies babydoll this one last time i'm on my knees and i am king i am king surely i wish that it was good enough for you unanswered questions we both sit around saying 'time will tell' time is a prick look see how time look how look how look how it seems look, see how it seems to the tomorrow look how it seems look look, see how it seems in the tomorrow truly enthralled loving you in a thousand tiny ways every single moment check the twitching muscles check the twitching muscles they won't lie even if our lips continue (remove)
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16. kill me deeply like you loved me steady hands are only lonely when the fish proceed to fly drop it on the floor with your makeup kill me deeply like you loved me hold me dear one last time feel my heart bleed itself dry in your hands completely in your hands ...are my hands. pick it up and clench it in (your) fist first times only last 3 years drop your coat in there lay down your flesh right here i am wondering where this train left the tracks i am wondering where we fell down when did it start to rain? when did my will go limp? when will this all be over? too soon isn't soon enough for the gimp
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17. n'everose can you remember? i sure can't... of course they're there anyway (repeat) it hurts ... and it hurts and new days into the next a grudge, a crutch, a drug i won't indulge but it wasn't right, i know it hurt you so much can you remember? i sure can of course they're not there right now and it hurts and new days into the next protection,safety,guarded ...what a good idea but the moon is still right, and the stars scarred as they burned through flesh can you remember? i sure can but not when we start? is six o'clock too late? who writes 11 o'clock? what else is on the list? just look to the wall i guess... and it's still shining at me like a hand on the shoulder like no touch at all... and there we are left in wonder....
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released August 31, 2013

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